this isn’t a good day for me .
since yesterday I’ve fellin unwell .
I’ve got soppin with rain .
my head is got a little bit dizzy .
and I fellin cold in my body .
but what I hope is: when I go home, I’ll be caring by my mom .
..
and what I expected?
nope ..
she’s mad on me ..
blame on me ..
I don’t understand what she means about .
I just want her love ..
b’cause what do I’ve outside there, won’t givin me any love ..
either from the girl that I loved ..
why do I’m not happy?
full of cheer on my teeth?
why do I must ..
..
should I end up my life today?
or maybe tomorrow that I’ve planned?
should I?
or maybe I’ll stop by the time ..
that’ll be cuttin me down first .
and end up my life ..
I’m sorry ..
and thank you very much mom!
for growin me up ..
and all the love that u’ve gave to me ..
thanks ..
even you can’t see any tomorrow then ..
I hope you happy and proud for havin me ..
mom .
night mom ..
