last phone calls .

seems like it never be a ‘dream comes true’ ..
i’m on a mess .
my mind has blowed up .
just bcause too much thinkin of her .
every second .
minutes .
hours .
days .
weeks .
would it be a month?
or in a year?
seems like it’s not on a right time for me to say my words ..
my feelin .
..
last night I write a note on my phone:
“when she close the phone, I know that she wouldn’t give me a chance .
should I say I “love you”?
or just sayin it on my mind ..”
..
on that night I still quiet .